Sunday, February 7, 2016

Health Rant #9 - Healthy or hopeless - my review of protein shakes!

        For some time now, I have been asked to explain which protein shakes I like and/or use...and which ones I don't like, and why...Now, I am going to mention brand names...and not for the sake of slamming the company, but there is a lot of misinformation about protein/meal replacement shakes.  I am not an expert, but I have been using them for years and researching nutrition for years...so I take it pretty seriously, especially since a meal replacement is replacing nutrition that you would be getting in a meal and will likely be a major player in your diet...if you drink 5 shakes a week, 4 weeks a month, you've had 20 "meals" a month from this particular source, so I think it needs to be of utmost quality!  I generally have a shake EVERY morning for breakfast, so 30% of my diet comes from shakes...they need to be great.  I will even mention brands I currently represent, and not always in a good light...so bear with me...I am trying to be objective and simply show why I use what I use and what are other good options.

Protein is what makes us, us.  It is pretty important to eat enough of it, as we need the amino acids to build the proteins we need.  So when we eat protein, we break it down into amino acids, and use those amino acids to be assembled into the protein molecules that the particular cell or organ needs.

DNA is translated into protein and everything from your skin texture and even how you digest food, is a reflection of protein in your body.  Your liver is capable of making 12 of the 20 core amino acids, and 8 need to come from outside sources.  Animal protein is considered "complete" protein, because it has all 20 amino acids.  Rice and beans are a "complete" protein, because what amino acids rice lacks, beans have.  Quinoa is also considered complete, as well as a few other vegetarian combinations.  Animal protein is generally preferred, and it is actually easier to absorb.  In my case, I already eat a lot of animal protein in the form of grassfed beef, antibiotic free pastured chicken, and organic free range eggs...organic greek yogurt...yum....  So I generally try to get vegetarian shakes, because I don't think I need even more animal protein.  I have used some whey protein in the past, and have a few recommendations for that as well.

Things I look for in a shake:
I also need affordable - Daniel and I, combined, make way under the average income in America. I pinch every penny I can find, into making healthy food a priority in our home.  Yes, we still eat Pizza Hut too, don't judge ;)  I buy most of our food at Bj's Wholesale or Aldi to save money, and buy my spices once a month through a co-op - and I go through a lot of spices!  We don't have cable, we only have one car payment, we don't buy a lot of snack foods or soda/juice, and just stick to filtered water...you get the drill...  So what I may consider affordable, you may not.  So I will try to put price per serving in with each shake option.

I need healthy - if it is likely going to be 30% of my diet, it needs to be nutritious...infact, it might be the most nutritious thing I eat all day...it needs to be awesome.

I need it convenient - one of the main reasons I do shakes, is because I need something relatively low calorie, and high nutrition that is EASY.  Sure, I can wake up, make myself eggs and spinach, and pull out the juicer and make myself fresh juice every morning...but I don't know about you, but "ain't nobody got time for that" in this house!  Let alone the cost of that, can be quite pricey over time.  Yes, I still eat eggs, for breakfast even, but it isn't often and certainly not before I tackle my busy day...which is every day...I need something I can easily mix in a blender bottle or my vitamix super fast, and GO!

I want it soy free- soy is linked to all kinds of hormonal problems...and if you follow my blog at all, you know already, that I have my own sets of hormone issues, and I really can't have any extra factors contributing to the issue(s).

Whey shakes:
        You want a whey shake to be whey concentrate, not whey isolate.  Whey isolate protein can have a lot of damaging effects to the body...Dr. Mercola explains a lot about it in this article.  I think whey shakes should be organic and minimally processed...and once you step into that bracket, they become pretty pricey.  Here are the ones I recommend -
                     Tera's Whey - ~2$ a serving for ~ 20g of protein.  They have a bunch of different flavors, I LOVE their chocolate and their blueberry.  They are NOT meal replacement shakes, though.  If you want the other goodies in a meal replacement shake, then you need a blender to add goodness in.  But if you just want straight protein, these are great for a blender bottle and some cold fluid!
                     Mercola Whey - ~3$ for ~20g of protein, depending on which shake you decide on.  Dr. Mercola has some great products.  If you sign up for newsletters, you can get some really great deals that the newsletters offer.  If you buy in bulk, it is even better pricing.  I have to laugh...there is a blogger called the Crunchy Dungeon, and he is hysterical...and he wrote this blog about Mercola and mentions his whey shakes, so I just need to reference that post of his, for your entertainment.  I have never had it, but I have used a few other Mercola products and follow him avidly
                     Raw Organic Whey - ~2$ for ~20 g of protein.  Oh man...this stuff.  I LOVE this protein.  LOVE it.  It needs to be said how creamy and awesome this protein is.  If you are a vegetarian that tries to avoid dairy, but really need some animal protein...this is the "whey" to go.  It is just wonderful, and the company is awesome.  It is very easy on the tummy, and again, delish.  It is also available from Amazon.  These are also not meal replacements, but with a little this or that, you'd be grand pretty quick.

Please note: there are other whey shakes that are good, or even better than I listed.  I just have no desire to list them all for you.  But I hope you do your research.  MOST whey protein shakes are either all or mostly isolate protein, often have soy isolate protein (that super bad for you also) and/or other soy products, with junk artificial sweeteners, sugar, PUFA's, and a variety of other problematic ingredients.  Most whey in shakes is not from organic or grass-fed sources. I'd say 90%+ of the whey shake market is garbage.  Like, will do you more harm than good.  Very popular, and oft touted brands are whey isolate based - Shakeology, doTERRA, Body by Vi(you can contact a rep, but you'll find they have lots of fancy words and isolate protein, and are outrageously expensive), Plexus, Usana...I'm sure you get the picture.  

Vegetarian shakes:
                   These are much easier to find as "meal replacements", but you can find plain protein powders too.  In this "realm", you have many options - rice, pea, chia, soy, lentil, quinoa, etc. as options, and many are combinations of those options.  I prefer pea protein as the base, it isn't gritty and no strong flavors...rice seems gritty to me, I can ALWAYS taste the quinoa flavor, lentil is kind of gritty, I won't do any soy...as in, the shakes I use must be soy free!
                    Garden of Life RAW Meal- $1.50 for 20g of protein.  They have a VARIETY of options that I have tried - raw meal, raw protein, FIT protein, and a whole ton of other products(their multivitamins are the best, as are their probiotics)...really can't say enough good things about this company...there is one catch...this raw meal, while incredibly healthy, is not...how can I say this...tasty?  I mean, it isn't awful...they reformulated several months ago, and it is WORLDS BETTER, not so fibery, better taste and texture overall, more protein now too....but I just don't LOVE taking it...I don't think "man, I can't wait to get my shake!"...but it is super healthy, and very affordable, and their raw FIT protein is even better - a little more expensive, but better taste and tons of protein.  I love that their raw meal comes with tons of vitamins and minerals, probiotics, etc....this is why I default to vegetarian protein powders...because you can get a very complete meal for less than the cost of the plain high quality whey...  This is often on sale at my local health food store also, further reducing the price.  I know Whole Foods discounts this from time to time also.  As well as Vitamin Shoppe, and other carriers of this product!
                       22 Days Nutrition - $1.83-2.40 for 16g of protein.  It is your basic protein - tasty, fine by itself, and great in smoothies.  I am part of a co-op that I can get it for the 1.83 price, so it is nice to have on hand for the 1 or 2 smoothies I make a week.  The strawberry flavor is excellent also.  I make a mixed berry smoothie with it, chia, and spirulina and it is great.  I don't love the price point, and I am looking into finding other simple protein options for a lower price.
                       Designer Protein Organic Pro 30 - $2.32 for 30g of protein. This one is my favorite right now...First of all, I need to tell you how awesome their customer service is.  I had an issue with my order that they corrected at their expense and can't thank them enough.  I do NOT, however, stand by all their products...they do use whey isolate in some of their other shakes and I only attest to Organic Pro 30 ones being great.  I own both flavors that are available, chocolate and vanilla. I think the chocolate isn't chocolatey enough, but I just LOVE these shakes!  They are creamy and smooth, instead of the typical fibery and gritty.  I just use 4 oz of almond milk and 4 oz of water, in a blender bottle and CHUG them!  I am just getting back into more hardcore lifting, and these are WONDERFUL additions to my diet!  I love that they have fiber, probiotics, and protein too!  I really feel like these are more the complete "meal" idea, without being full of calories and junk!  Only 3g of sugar too!  They are my go-to shake right now, and if you wanted to make the cost per serving less, you could do less of a scoop...not everyone needs 30g of protein for breakfast!  I am hypoglycemic, so I am really appreciating that protein boost in my day!

Please note: Most vegetarian shakes are rice and/or soy based - soy isolate protein is common!  Many are not non-gmo...and many of the ingredients in vegetarian shakes - alfalfa, soy, and corn, are OFTEN gmo, almost exclusively so.  If you aren't getting organic shakes, you need to be getting non-gmo ones.  GMO's are loaded with pesticides and when you dehydrate those pesticide-ridden foods, and concentrate them into a daily shake, you are getting LOTS more toxins than you probably would think...some people are more sensitive to them, than others.  But they are still NOT GOOD for anyone.  Just be informed, people.

I hope that sheds light on the protein shake idea...or at least, where I stand on it.  I would love to hear your thoughts, or any helpful information!  Thanks for reading,

In health,
Becca H.




                   

Saturday, January 30, 2016

A bleak January...

January has been full of ups and downs for us this year...the weather here was a mix of blazing hot and very "Florida" cold.  Intertwined in that, was a lot of rain and clouds!  I fed over 500 people homemade chili at work...My sister came for a visit and announced a much prayed for, and awaited, pregnancy!  Woohoo!  Wehrle baby on the way!!!  I have not been able to establish any kind of workout routine, no matter how much I put my mind to it...I had injured my knee in December, and been extremely busy, so sleep and pain won the war.  (my knee is much better, but now I am terrified to run)  I DID just get a 36 day supply of a new high protein powder that I am eager to try.  It is pretty expensive, so I can only justify using it after lifting, so I'm cleaning off the weights today!  :)  Yes, a protein powder has motivated me to lift....exercise to eat, I guess :)  My grandmother is having some leg problems and I've been massaging it a couple of times a week, so my few free evenings a week are even less so right now.  Daniel and I had a great date night last week, and I've made some really delicious meals at work lately - parmesan crusted cod, beef stroganoff, and pork chops...and next week is chicken alfredo! 

 But in the midst of all of this, I have been doing a lot of soul searching and feeling like there was unaddressed sin in my life.  Annnnd I found it...while reading the Ten Comandments that we studied in Sunday School last week:
  1. You shall have no other gods before Me.
  2. You shall not make idols.
  3. You shall not take the name of the LORD your God in vain.
  4. Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy.
  5. Honor your father and your mother.
  6. You shall not murder.
  7. You shall not commit adultery.
  8. You shall not steal.
  9. You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.
  10. You shall not covet.

Don't worry, I haven't killed anyone.  I haven't made any idols...haven't stolen...or lied...

I have been coveting.  The least discussed of all, in my opinion, is coveting.  And, very few of the discussions actually talk about what it MEANS.  Dictionary.com describes covet: to desire wrongfully, inordinately, or without due regard for the rights of others.  Because I'm not just desiring another baby...I get mad when I see pregnant people who have children Samuel's age and younger.  I CRINGE when I see younger women with a whole brood of children...I am jealous at the playground, when I see an impoverished family, with children who have rotting teeth, while the father verbally abuses his daughter to the point of hysterics.....I am angry God keeps giving them more children, leaving me barren...

Coveting is often glorified by American culture as a right to be upset at your misfortune and upset at everyone else's success...because "I deserve better", or some such nonsense like that...but in reality, every "good and perfect gift is from above"(James 1:17)....not of my own doing...and I really deserve death(Romans 6:23)...not the over abundance of blessing, like a spoiled child who gets everything she asks for WHEN she asks for it...

Because, my desire for more children, isn't "wrong" persay...but it IS wrong of me to be mad about others having children..."without due regard for the rights of others"...

It is a pain and a thorn, that I am currently trying to pray about..struggle with...ponder on....To stop being mad that other people have functioning reproductive systems...because neither they, nor I, need or deserve the stress of that...

And it is a daily struggle for me...even moment by moment...because it hits me as I walk through the Target isles....or drive around town and see a family taking a walk....or another friend announces yet again, a pregnancy...and I need to stop.  These people I come across should not be subject to my disdain, nor should I be getting THIS upset over a bad uterus.  I ALWAYS called Samuel my miracle baby...then I got greedy and expected multiple miracle babies.  Then I got mad at others who kept having the children I, wrongly, feel I deserve more than they. I need to really hear my own words...Samuel is a miracle, and he is my one and only miracle...and may always be my one and only....and it is by God's grace alone that I have him now...And I need to be content in that...(Phil. 4)

So for this February, I am learning to stop...I need to get over my faulty body.  I am turning 30 in a week, and the fertility slope gets ever steeper from this point on...I need to stop expecting pregnancy.  I am going to stop taking all the fertility herbs once I run out.  I am also going to stop tracking...it does me no good.  We've been "trying" for so long, that I am emotionally exhausted...my soul is tired.  So I am ardently trying to get back into old hobbies and routines. I'm also going to continue to limit my time on facebook...I dislike not having it at all, as I have been in January, but I probably won't be on to the extent I was....it brings a small amount of joy for a huge dose of heartache and bitterness.  It isn't facebook, it is me...

How can I be so covetous and depressed when I have this every day?! 
In love and peace,
Becca H.

Monday, January 11, 2016

Not great, but alive...

Today has just been a long day...I am taking a sabbatical from Facebook at the moment, and I usually share my joys and hardships there, but today I will share them here....

My wonderful sister is coming to town soon, and I wanted to deep clean the house anyways...so I have been cleaning and organizing a lot, both Friday and today....Saturday and Sunday I fed 500+ people chili and cookies, with my job, and left the cleaning for easier days :).  I finally used all the empty diaper boxes and packed away my son's baby clothes(12mo to 2T - he got big fast but used those clothes for a long time...)...I'm still weepy about this...so many precious memories...I had so wanted to really never "pack away" these things...because, I had hoped a new baby would be needing them soon...which is not happening.

In all my cleaning, I still did not find a few things I was looking for pretty desperately...(my son has some colored, wooden balls, for one of his favorite toys, and between our many guests, kittens, and toddler, 3 of the 4 are completely gone...)

I found my son's old cradle sheet...which brought on its own tears...I remember my mom bringing it by when my son was only a few weeks old, and she was so happy, because it was an organic sheet and it is so soft....
I cleaned out my son's old cradle, that had clean laundry forever filling it, for a friend's baby to use when she comes over to visit....it just breaks my heart how empty it looks...

Many of my friends are pregnant...or just had babies...and I feel like I am in "time out"...like God has me in the palm of His hand, but He has me in time out for disobeying in some way, that I am not aware of...and I see Him pass out babies to all the other girls...but I'm left behind...I think back to my days working in the court system, and some women can't seem to be NOT pregnant...they have 10, 15+ kids and can't take care of or raise them properly, and here I am desperate for a baby, and my body WILL NOT ACCEPT one.  I just don't understand, and I am so so frustrated.  Really and truly, frustrated beyond words.  (and please don't tell me to foster or adopt, it is something my husband and I have looked into and don't think it is right for us right now - we do support this with our limited financial means and really admire foster/adoptive parents)...

My husband and I fought over stupid stuff....I'm just so worn out and a hormonal mess since my miscarriage in October, and this added tension to our souls tonight....I am basically "stuck" in PMS right now, and these past few months have been really rough, plus I am struggling with postpartum depression and unexplained weight gain...

I pulled my knee running 10 days ago and it is still quite painful every.time.I.walk. (probably strained my MCL or something :( )  This is frustrating as I spend 10 hours on my feet in a tile-floor kitchen on a REGULAR basis...

I looked up health insurance and it is so so expensive...My husband's job as a contractor has no benefits and I only work part time, so neither of us have insurance.  Daniel fears that I'll get pregnant and have complications and need to go to the hospital and we'll be slammed with a huge bill....I just fear I'll never be pregnant again...plus, the only plans we could even remotely afford, have 10k deductibles, still a huge bill to swallow...

But in all of this, I am reminded how much I love my son...how I have a great husband and a good house....I love my job and we have an awesome bunch of friends...and wonderful extended families...

But I just want to weep...and just never come out of my room...I'm just very over smiling and being happy...cause I am not...when people ask me how I am, I smile and say "okay"...but even that is really a stretch..."not great, but alive" is a better answer...

I have such a great idea of what life should be...and how I should be...and how I want to be, and I am such a poor example of the image in my head....and I have no idea where to even begin to repair myself...I see these huge flaws and problems...and a few areas with improvement and ways to improve this or that...but the picture is still missing other children...and I don't know how to ever fix that...I have basically done everything humanly and spiritually possible and we are at the financial limit of doing anything major, like surgery and fertility clinics...

A long and tear filled day comes to an end...
Becca H.




Monday, November 16, 2015

One in four...

As October came to a close, I remembered so many of my friends who had suffered miscarriages and still borns...pain I hoped never to bear.  I prayed for those women....my sister especially...  Pregnancy and birth announcements, rom some of those same friends, filled my Facebook newsfeed....I was actually kind of excited...I was hoping to announce my own new pregnancy this Christmas.  Still in the very, VERY, early weeks...like one or two weeks, I knew I was pregnant.  I.just.knew.  I knew with my 2 year old, within a day or two of conception...I knew.  It took a test nearly four weeks to catch on, but I was certainly pregnant.  This time around, I knew, but there was no time for a test to catch up.  Unfortunately, my little life only blessed me for a short time.  I woke up one morning knowing I was pregnant, and about a week later, knowing I had lost the baby.  A few days after that, I started the miscarriage process. It wasn't that rough, as I was so early, and I was mainly confused...perhaps I wasn't truly pregnant?  Maybe I just psyched myself out?  Perhaps it was just a chemical pregnancy? (That is still a possibility)...

But I know what I felt...I felt pregnant...I had this immense joy overflowing in me...my breasts started aching with the awakening of glands...I started sleeping oddly and needing my naps...I would cry over silly little things, which is NOT typical of me at all!  And then I woke up that morning, and it was just...gone.  Just a few days later, I started with a strange spotting and clotting...and it didn't progress into a full "period"...for 8 days this went on...then BOOM...a heavy, bright red, weird cramping, period just came over me...oh little Life...you were so wanted...

I am still not sure how to cope with this loss...a life no one, but myself, can confirm existed.  Daniel was even convinced, as he remembered these same symptoms almost three years ago.  But with some research and my over-awareness of my body, I am sure this is what happened.

If you are the praying sort, please pray for me...please pray that I start coping with this, and that my rainbow baby is in my near future...I'm kind of in shock.  We have been "trying" for over a year and a half...and I weaned my son 6 months ago, with hopes of pregnancy...and this miscarriage has given me hope my body is at least changing...,but it is also scary thinking that this happened also...will it happen again?  Will it be worse next time?  Will I ever have another healthy pregnnacy?  I so desperately want more children and for my son to have siblings - plural...as in, at least two more babies...and it breaks my heart I already have one in heaven waiting for me...

I am exhausted, as I lie here remembering Oct 30...the day it was confirmed Baby was no more...the ache of joining that "one in four" club, at the end of the month devoted to remembering those lost little ones...a life only I knew.

I draw upon the Word in this time...Psalm 20:4 "May He grant you your heart's desire and fulfill all your plans!" vs 9b "May He answer us when we call."

With sadness and exhaustion,
Becca H.

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

10 things not to say to an un-pregnant momma...

What people need to STOP being experts on…

Someone else’s fertility.  I may have, at some point, offended a lot of people with some of these very statements, so in advance, I apologize.  


10 Things people need to stop saying to women who are not pregnant:
  1. “Don’t you want another baby?”  -  why yes, yes I do.  Can you get one for me?  Care to squeeze an ovary? Got a magic potion to transform non-pregnant women into pregnant ones!? There may be a plethora of reasons why I am not currently pregnant or adopting a baby…most/all of those reasons are not your business.
  2. “Totally time for another baby!!”  - so glad you think so.  My family may not be having another baby, or may not be announcing a pregnancy just yet…but glad your brief observation of my family warrants your opinion on a life changing event…
  3. “You’re STILL nursing?!”  - yes, I am.  I was pregnant for 41 weeks and 1 day, nursing a total of 16 months, and still going.  I realize I am not the norm in America, because I have far surpassed “normal” nursing amounts (only 27% of infants in America even nurse to 12 months), but don’t make me feel like a freak for doing so.  The American average age to stop nursing is 3 months.  The worldwide average is 4 years.  Yeah, pretty sure the average American is the freak, not me. I have LOVED nursing…we are trying to wean, but ONLY because of my fertility being stunted by the nursing.  We’re down to 2-3 feedings a day.  Progress
  4. “I know so-and-so got pregnant while nursing!”  - good for you.  I know her too.  She is 1 of 2% women who can get pregnant while nursing.  I am so happy that she has gotten exactly what she wants.  Do you know how that SOUNDS?!  It sounds like “hey, that girl we both know got your dream house, you can too!” and this is just not the case.  Fertility, especially while nursing, is super tricky.  Fertility is ALWAYS tricky.  You know I have a child already…I KNOW how to get pregnant.  Clearly, I am not at the moment.  Refer to #1, #2, and #3 above.
  5. “Well, we’ve definitely prayed a lot about getting pregnant!”  - you think we haven’t?!  You think I don’t shed tears knowing my friends are getting pregnant when I want to be?  Or that they have children way younger than my son, and already have a very growing baby bump?  That they have been able to plan on their pregnancies, when Samuel was a complete shock and wanting him to be a big brother, very difficult?!
  6. “Well, we feel led to have a large family.”  – good.  I do too.  I love love love being a momma.  I loved being pregnant(until that last week or two), didn’t mind my horrible 37 hour labor one bit.  I love the making of crazy kid snacks, the nursing, the cloth diapering, the baby wearing, the teaching to read and make animal noises, baby sign language…just love it all.  I’d love to have six or more children…(Daniel needs some convincing)… but at any rate, how do you know I DON’T feel led to having lots of children?  I have always pictured my family as having at least four kids…at LEAST…so I am glad that you are pregnant, but please don’t throw in the “God led us to this which is why we are pregnant, and I guess He didn’t to you, otherwise you’d be pregnant again!” card…that is how it sounds…
  7. “All in God’s timing.”  – Yeah, I know that.  I have always struggled with patience and depending on God, instead of myself, but it isn’t comforting to know that God is NOT blessing our family with another child when it is desperately prayed for, thought of, etc.  It may be comforting in hindsight, but in the middle of the storm, knowing that the clear skies are far away and out of reach for unknown reasons, isn’t really comforting…
  8. “You should just go to the doctor, they probably have something that can help you!”  - well, few things in that statement:  A. I don’t have insurance just “going to the doctor” needs to be a serious emergency to warrant the bill we’d rack up.  B.  I went to the doctor, a few months before I conceived Samuel, with fertility concerns.  I asked for progesterone to help, she said she could give me birth control(which originally caused ovulation problems for me years ago), and that was the end of that.  I looked up natural options for a healthy cycle, and was pregnant before I even got another period!  (please re-read that sentence)  Sorry, not going to go to a doctor that will waste months of time, putting me on birth control, only to take me off of it, to see if it will help with fertility, when I have a bad history of birth control making things a LOT worse for me.  This process could take months or years to go through and fix.  No thanks.  A fertility doctor will need me to go through all of that first, THEN see him after A YEAR of trying with no success.  So, the option is, after 2-3 years of problems, lots of money, etc. a medical doctor might be able to help.  No, thank you for the very obvious suggestion.
  9. “Maybe you should just adopt.”  – while I love adoption, I think it is a great thing, etc. Neither Daniel nor I think that would be the best option for our family, for MANY reasons.  See #1.  If you are adopting, or have adopted, we have the utmost respect for you, and love/support what you are doing….
  10. “It’ll work out for you, I’m sure you’ll be pregnant in no time!”  - while this is nice, and I am sure you are trying to be encouraging, this is probably not true…you don’t tell children they will probably get all A’s in school, and that super expensive toy they want for Christmas, when you have no idea what their parents’ financial situation is, or if they even get good grades.  While Daniel and I are healthy, see #4.


So please, when you want to say these things to a non-pregnant momma, please stop.  Just because she isn’t pregnant, doesn’t mean she doesn’t want to be, isn’t desperately trying, isn’t praying, or isn’t already at her wits end smiling and congratulating every pregnant woman(which seems to be every woman of childbearing age) she meets and sees on Facebook.  You don’t know the feelings behind the person…And yes, most women are “momma’s” whether or not they have physically birthed a child, because they know they love a child they have never even met…

P.S. these sayings have all been said to me in the last few months…I’m not making these up, or pulling them out of thin air.  I am also not trying to be passive aggressive and call people out on these sayings either.  The people who said them - I love dearly, and I understand they were not intending to hurt my feelings and have already been forgiven.


#thatisall

Becca H.


Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Health Rant #8 - Welcome to my pseudo-science...

Dear concerned pro-vax parent/scientist/doctor/citizen of planet earth,


This is a letter from me: the crazy, anti-vax, pseudoscience, conspiracy theorist, homeschooling, hippie mom, who clearly knows nothing…

Well, I hate to break this to you, I am not altogether unlike you…
  1. I believe that humans are highly adaptable.
  2. I believe that we are stronger together than we are apart.
  3. I believe that God created us, but I also believe we have evolved through the millenia.
  4. I believe in the scientific method - questioning, hypothesizing, extensive testing, theories, and onward...there truly is no end to it…
  5. I believe that there is no “end all” person who knows more than someone else...everybody knows different things than someone else...if nothing else, about your life :)  No one knows what I have done or not done with myself, more than me.
  6. A doctor/scientist may or may not have my best interest at heart...assuming they are only seeking good for my life, and are the only ones educated on how to achieve that good, is flawed…human nature and history simply shows quite the opposite!
  7. Assuming that the human race has survived this long, because of modern vaccine schedules, from the last 50-ish years, is also flawed…
  8. Whether you believe in the “origin science” of evolutionism or of creationism(both are beliefs that we pick and choose to believe…) - either we are highly evolved and shouldn’t need vaccines because we have thinned the herd and evolved a good immune system; or we are created in God’s image and were originally perfect, and therefore, have a good immune system, the way God intended….
  9. If you believe a parent can and SHOULD choose how they would like to birth, raise, educate, treat, and RAISE a child-vaccinations and medications (chemo, antibiotics, Tylenol, etc.) should be no different...because, ultimately, we parents are the ones that have to live with whatever consequences…


Now, before you get your undies in a bundle, and talk about herd immunity and how my unvaxed child will get your vaccinated child sick...here’s some FACTS about the “herd” which may be alarming to most myth believers -
  1. The elderly, middle aged, and 70’s and 80’s babies, small infants(under the age of 6 months, because they aren’t done any scheduled vaccine series at all, until that point) are all completely unvaccinated, save those who work in health care and are “up to date” on boosters(which is proabably VERY few of that population)...virtually everyone I know doesn’t get ANY shots and hasn’t had any since BEFORE college(I started college in 04 to give you some perspective…)…..  Vaccines wear off, we know this...so unless you’ve had your HiB booster, Hep A, hep B, Pneumoccoal, meningococcal, flu shot (yearly), IPV, TDaP, MMR, varicella, AND get your titers checked to “prove immunity”...you, pro-vax citizen, are probably no more “immunized” than the infant exiting its mother right now…Please read this by Dr. Blaylock. (actually, the infant has its mother’s immunity :D)
  2. The vaccine schedule has changed...dramatically.  My brother, born in the 70’s would have had maybe 2 or 3 vaccines before college, I was born in the 80’s, and probably had around 10...children now get 49 doses of 14 vaccines before they are six years old.  
  3. Unhealthy people will get sick, no matter how vaccinated or unvaccinated those around them are.  Even Pasteur said - “the germ is nothing”...All of us encounter germs DAILY...most of us do not become sick just because we encountered a new germ.  Personally, I don’t even use hand sanitizer...I don’t use antibacterial soaps in my home...I wash my hands after the bathroom, shower daily (more like 5 times a week-ish), and brush my teeth twice daily with my homemade toothpaste…all this to say, I am RARELY sick...my husband is a bit more often sick, but it is still SUPER rare, and our 15 month old son, has yet to have a sick visit, antibiotics of any kind, and a fever longer than 24 hours….Are we miraculously blessed with ridiculously impervious immune systems?  Doubtful...we eat pretty healthy, take our vitamins, and don’t over sanitize our lives...keeping it pretty simple around here...all this to say, you won’t be sick, unless your body is allowing the “germ” to grow….if your body is properly nourished and balanced (homeostatic), it is unlikely you’ll be sick very often, if ever. :)
  4. Herd immunity was a theory based on an actual herd of cows, that had naturally acquired immunity, and had 100% “breastfed” calves.  The researcher applied that theory to a study on measles in human patients, long before the vaccine, and noted that 68% natural immunity was required to prevent massive epidemics...which totally makes sense, seeing that 32% would have had no immunity, and that is less than ⅓ of the population, so even if ALL of them got sick at the same time, it would have been children, and adults would have been fine, and so 1 of your 3 kids would have been sick in a household, and no crazy raging fear of death and the like….honestly, we are due for a few outbreaks...women for over 1 or 2 generations haven’t been breastfeeding, generational immunity is waning, our diets have gotten a lot worse...I think hygiene is the only thing keeping a lot of these diseases at bay!  We aren’t eating food or drinking water that has been contaminated with feces...we are washing our hands before meals and after bathroom time, and we don’t have fleas coming off of disease ridden rats biting us, biting them, rats sharing our food, etc.  Even in the dark ages, the incidence of disease was ALWAYS worse in crowded areas, of high population, and poor sanitation….I believe I have beaten this dead horse long enough...


Now that that myth is out of the way!


The “pseudo science” that I have succumb to!  Apparently, me not following mainstream advice about vaccination is me just being foolish, ill educated, and a sheep following pseudoscientists!
Well, here is a thought to ponder, read the ingredients of vaccines, and then explain to me why it is beneficial to inject those things into your child?  I’ll wait.  Form your argument, be clear and reasonable...but do not say, “because my doctor said it is safe”...because that alone, is not reason enough for me.  Do not say “because those ingredients are so small”...because we don’t have a “recipe” of how much of what was put in, YOU don’t know how small...and I can think of A LOT of things that are small, that have deadly consequences - mosquito bites, bee stings, narcotics, one antibiotic pill that someone can be allergic to, tranquilizers, and I could go on...small things, can still have HUGE consequences…  Do not say “the CDC and all the doctors cannot be promoting something that is unhealthy” - this is also a huge falsehood.  The CDC and doctors used to say that smoking didn’t cause lung cancer.  We know this to be false now.  The CDC and doctors used to, and some still say, that antibiotics are completely safe...we know this to be false now.   Modern medicine isn’t perfect.  Simply trusting your doctor, who may have barely graduated from a med school...who may have forgotten a lot of past knowledge...who may not have acquainted himself with your family history...who was educated by the pharmaceutical companies that make vaccines and medications and will clearly promote their products...there is a LOT of room for error.  From a biased education, to human error, your doctor does not know everything, and this situation can get much worse, especially for vaccines…

And try THIS on for size...a baby is only born with whatever antibodies crossed the placenta...which, is fortified by momma breastfeeding...and that helps stimulate the gut, where 70% of the immune system lies...this all takes time to grow all this maturation of the immune system...some sources say as long as 2 to 3 years, if not into the pre-teen years! It is entirely new in the science world to really emphasize our gut flora and fauna as key to human life! By repeatedly injecting vaccines, to cause the infants developing immune system to respond, we could very likely be causing the epidemic of autoimmune disorders we are seeing in the developed (and vaccinated) world! And not only are their immune systems still developing, but so are their brains...aluminum, ammonia, and a variety of other toxic chemicals are in vaccines, and go straight to the brain, since they are injected and bypass the filters in place, by the digestive system. It is all quite fascinating, and a bit disturbing...I highly recommend you look into it all further! (Please don't mention foods - like apples with formaldehyde, mercury in tuna, etc...it's not the same thing...food synergy ingested is different than isolates injected)


They are not tested against placebos.  Firstly, what is a placebo? It is a known, a given, a standard, a benchmark...a starting point...how would you know that your child has a fever, if you don’t know what normal temperature is?  Same way with vaccines, how can you know what a vaccine reaction is, if you give all children the same, or similar vaccines, and all the results are about the same?  “ On the one hand, researchers may avoid conducting placebo-controlled trials if an efficacious vaccine exists – even when such a design is necessary to answer the study question”  “A true placebo is an inert substance, but in the context of vaccine research, the term placebo is also applied to other types of comparators that are not inert, but are not expected to protect against the disease of interest in a vaccine trial “ (source page 10, 14)

Often, because they aren’t tested against true placebos, they will even test the new vaccine, against a worse, or more dangerous vaccine, just to make the new one look “safe”...this is how they adjust the information, to get their product on the market.  People, companies, scientists, and doctors, are all sheisty from time to time...evil isn’t new in this world…


No vaccine is tested for carcinogenic(cancer), mutagenic (mutations - could be anything from cancer, tumors, brain damage, autoimmune disease, etc.), or impairment of fertility (not being able to have children) potential...lots of parenthesis...but the point is, they haven’t tested the vaccines to see if they cause cancer, mutations, or prevent the ability to have children - kinda important things to test for, if you ask me!  Here is an example from the IPOL (American polio vaccine):
16 CARCINOGENESIS, MUTAGENESIS, IMPAIRMENT OF FERTILITY
17 Long-term studies in animals to evaluate carcinogenic potential or impairment of fertility have      not
18 been conducted.
^pg 13.  

So to summarize, doctors don’t know everything about everything medical, and vaccines haven’t been proven safe, via testing, as no proper testing has been conducted. They have also never tested this current schedule of 49 doses before age 6, ever...like, ever. They just keep adding vaccines, and we, the American children, are the test group.


So, dear pro-vax pro-science citizen, is it unreasonable for me to question vaccines safety?  I think I have clearly proven my point!  Now, is it unreasonable for me to question their efficacy, when clearly they haven't been tested to the highest standard? Here's a brief overview of some of the childhood vaccine failures listed below...read them if you are curious...I also have a blog post here, that describes them in detail, and in order of the childhood schedule(towards the middle/end of the post). I beg of you, please contact me if you have any questions!


Last year - flu shot - 99% of the infected were vaccinated, they were on ship, not exposed to the unvaccinated, and the strain MATCHED the one they were vaccinated for.


Whooping cough - just read this one
100% vaccinated -
Girls at camp, all vaccinated, all get whooping cough...


Outbreak in Mongomery...that's right...allll vaccinated...

These vaccinated nurses spread whooping cough to neonates...
I could go on, but I’ll spare you on that one!


Polio vaccine used in other countries is causing polio, and the one here(IPOL) isn’t actually preventing anything, as 95+% of cases are asymptomatic anyways...so there is no saying whether the vaccine is preventing polio, or people just aren’t showing symptoms. Polio WAS also classified as just about anything with limpness, meningitis symptoms, etc. pre-vaccine era...then, after the vaccine, a BUNCH of new terms came out - aseptic meningitis (relatively common, basically a harsh flu with spinal/neck pain), Guillian-Barre syndrome, Entero-virus 68, etc.  Since we have great labs NOW, but didn’t back in 1955, who is to say what all the polio cases were?  Read this


HiB - cases and deaths seem to vary, despite children being heavily vaccinated for this disease - (source)  There is also no data for cases pre-vaccine era...


Pneumococcal - Prevnar 13 - the bacteria are evolving, there are over 90 strains (the vaccine only “covers” 13 strains), and we don’t test children for this anymore...we simply give antibiotics for coughs, ear infections, etc. just incase it is this, when this bacteria COULD be the culprit.   There are about as many deaths from this as there were before the vaccine also...again, not really putting my trust in the vaccine...There do seem to be less cases of this, but breastfeeding has increased during the same time frame, as well as prenatal nutrition, and a variety of other factors have changed.  Giving the vaccine the credit, when it may or may not have done a thing, is unscientific…


Rotavirus - it is severe diarrhea… “Some, but not all, studies suggest that RotaTeq and Rotarix vaccines may possibly cause a small increase in the risk of intussusception.” (source)  The biggest risk of this, is dehydration for a healthy American baby...a risk I am willing to take...a breastfed baby usually weathers this disease a bit better...it has also been reported that there are deaths due to the vaccine...death from actual rotavirus is super rare(like, SUPER rare...in the US anyways), and so is death from the vaccine(but it can and does happen), but if there is even a SLIGHT risk in intussesception, then I will just take my chances with the disease.


Hep B - there are only a few thousand cases of this a year, and it often happens whether or not the person is vaccinated.  The at-risk population for hep B is generally people who do not get boosters, or simply don’t bother with vaccines at all.  If I were an intravenous drug user, I probably wouldn’t be worried with “protecting myself” against Hep B...probably wouldn’t even cross my mind.  However, people are safer with sex, tattoo parlors are more sanitary, etc. and there is much less worry over hep B.  Also, it was designed and promoted for the at-risk population...who didn't get it...so they pawned it off on newborns....It is a sexually transmitted disease with a vaccine that wears off.  There is no point in getting your new born vaccinated for it!


Hep A - You have very likely haven’t had it - with or without vaccination.  If you did, you probably called it food poisoning...which is essentially what it is - “fever, malaise, anorexia, nausea, abdominal discomfort, dark urine and jaundice”.  It also goes away on its own...it killed about 100 people pre-vaccine era, and kills about 30 now.  We wash our food better now...and it is transmitted fecal-oral route….meaning, someone infected pooed on your food...water sanitation is MUCH better nowadays that in the past, also.  This is not normally fatal, and there is no data to show how many vaccinated verses non-vaccinated get this disease...but I am sure it is pretty negligible...Also, 70% of children who get it, get NO symptoms….This vaccine also contains aborted fetal cells.


Chicken pox - vaccine just doesn’t work - and it contains aborted fetal cells.  See ingredient list linked above!  This is largely a safe and normal disease to get, and since the vaccine doesn’t work anyways, why risk the side effects?!


MMR - measles mumps and rubella...it is a loaded and very emotive topic right now, but I will say that the UK is highly vaccinated, and still has thousands of cases of measles a year, and almost no deaths - the mumps portion doesn’t work at all - and we don’t generally test for rubella...but this might sound familiar - “they had a fever and a rash for a few days…” That is all that rubella is...a few days of a fever and a rash...it is very likely that because we don’t test for it, we don’t truly know how many cases there are.  I know that “viral rashes” pop up on my newsfeed all the time… :)  Measles and rubella are both rashes after a fever....just because it isn’t lab confirmed, doesn’t mean it isn’t still happening.  And after this Disney outbreak (which the CDC has yet to confirm has happened) and there’s this report saying the measles portion isn’t effective enough to prevent outbreaks.


Thanks for reading!


In health,

Becca H.